That's what I'm thinking of. Right now. Giving up.
Nothing is working out for me. Why does that happen? Right when I have lovely ideas I want to bring to life.
Solder won't flow.
Solder flows to wrong areas, or where it just shouldn't be ... At. All.
I feel like I'm lost.
Feel so inexperienced and out of my depth.
Like I should be able to do more than I am.
Feel so left behind.
Doubt is really seeping it's way in.
I don't want to walk away for a while.
I want to stay and make the things I've already made in my head.
I wish I had the knowledge and experience to do what I want to do.
It's available for me to get it, but time, money and other factors are holding me back.
For now.
So I have to make do with what I can do.
Which right now, doesn't feel like very much.
Doesn't feel like enough.
I want to have fun.
It's meant to be fun right???
Signed - Miserable.
